Dear sacred inner life luminous searching self. I am so proud of you for looking for safety. Sometimes I see you as a sweet little doggie, tail wagging, investigating new forest paths and sniffing out the truth. It’s amazing, to see how you try, with such a good attitude, accepting defeat like a champ. Yes,… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? I was thinking about my problem with relationship anarchy and wanted to explain. You’d think I would like it. I love relationships, and I’m an anarchist. But no–I am not a relationship anarchist. I’ve had friends who do relationship anarchy, and I read a manifesto some years ago. freedom Freedom… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? You know, it was really time to bury the hair. We did an imbolc ritual in the yard. Imbolc is my favorite holiday. I love the stirring of the baby lamb in the sheep parent. I used to think spring was ridiculous–so dramatic and without nuance. Flower riot! Everyone loves… Read More »
“That’s it,” I said. “I can’t live among people any more. I’m leaving for my hermitage. There, no one will incorrectly wash my rice pot.” We were in bed in the morning, and I was complaining that the rice pot was dirty when I went downstairs to start amaranth cooking. There was some gooey, gelatinous… Read More »
Hello–how are you doing? I was thinking about what a girlfriend is. I realized I have some intense connotation for that word–maybe it’s a loaded word. So I decided to try unpacking my associations. In my journal I listed them. The left column is more positive, with words like close, honored, and tender. The right… Read More »
My friend asked my how I feel affirmation. What a good question. I wrote them an email about it, and I thought I would expand my answer to tell you also, dear reader. Maybe you would like to know how I feel affirmation too. Affirmation feels like validation. Yeah, I need validation from everywhere. Ming,… Read More »
Hello–how are you doing? I led a skillshare for my house about disability justice and fat liberation. It was emotional, vulnerable, a big deal, and at my worst time for energy–after dinner. To complete the task, I needed to get wound up. Afterward my friend asked me over txt how I wind down. Txting is… Read More »
Hello–how are you doing? Speaking at the Friends meeting is something I never thought I would do. We’ve been going since November. God gave me a message, and I didn’t feel much choice but to speak it. The message was something like this. message You know at the doctor, there can be a pain scale. … Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? I made this witch bingo. It’s an art, sort of a meme–just a trifle. I thought you might find it amusing, insightful, or what have you. It could have been a poem or taken other forms. Bingo card suits me, lately. Spoiler alert: the witch of witch bingo is me,… Read More »
Being real and realistic about who I am and what I want is some of the hardest work I do every day. I like to take it another layer. It’s fun to think I found the real truth, then find a deeper truth. how I get more realistic It’s mostly about getting more and more… Read More »