Last time Ming and I were at the cabin, I fucked up my back. There’s no good chair there for me, so I sit on the bed, which means I don’t have back support, as I write. How I care for my back is rather straightforward. But I thought I’d tell you about it,… Read More »
In case you’re looking for a sign. I belong here. That one is about community and emotional pain. It could also be about palbearing or moving house. Or installing a washing machine or some shit. It’s fun to make signs, and my friend I mailed one to put it on her bathroom mirror. … Read More »
I love books. Ideas, words, and language are my favorite. I also love forming a relationship with a writer–a virtual relationship, usually, when I don’t know them personally. I connect with the writer through what they’ve created. We form something imaginary yet somehow real? But I can get overwhelmed by books, and then intimidated by… Read More »
cat cacophony It was around 4 in the morning, and some cats started to howl and hiss as they fought outside our door. I threw open the door and yelled, “Hey! Hey!!! Stop that! Yeah, you! What are you doing? Knock it off!!!” They finally stopped fighting and ran off. Then I realized I probably… Read More »
I made those archaeopteryx arts a few days ago. I liked making my art on top of the marketing language / corporate art. The layer of other stuff felt important, helpful. A different experience, to look at it. Complexified! goddesses Then I painted some goddesses yesterday. This recipe card pulled from a magazine was floating… Read More »
gender Hey, did you know autism manifests differently in different genders of people? Yep, it does. You know how I have social differences, sensory sensitivity that makes it hard for me to live, I get hyper-focused on stuff, and I have extreme semi-obscure interests, like I could talk about zines for hours straight? Also I’m… Read More »
Woe betide the human who doth love me, made to pose with amaranth, till death by vibrant sidewalk flower. Yeah, where did that come from. A previous century, I guess. All amaranth, all the time. Is it overwhelmingly beautiful, or is it just me? “Would you kneel down right there? That’s a bend, not a… Read More »
mama Fall without my mom is pretty ridiculous. Today feels like the first real fall day, and I’m crying, that she is not on earth with me. It feels really stupid, like too much to ask. How could I have fall without her? The coolness, sweaters. The smell of pencils being sharpened. Trees losing their… Read More »
My darling was late submitting his guestblogger post. Here it is, from a few days ago, still rather fresh. *** Today is the deathaversary of Laura-Marie’s dad. Our hero is saddened. So Guest blogger here. Yesterday I spent a good chunk of time cleaning out old papers and files. Found lots of stuff lost.… Read More »
My stomach hurt, and I hadn’t eaten anything weird or new. I have these pills with enzymes in them, that I can take. So I took one and did some stretches I like. I tip a little, to each side, as I stretch. My fundus is where my ulcer was / is, which is a… Read More »