“You are coming back alive.” Ming spoke to the Jello and gently stirred. “You are returning from the void. You’re returning to life.” “I hear you playing God with your Jello over there,” I said to Ming. It was amazing, the gentleness that Ming spoke to the Jello with. Ming is a beneficent God. “It’s… Read More »
Hi, reader. How are you doing? Last week I had a dentist appointment, the easiest I’ve ever had. I think I understand now, how to survive the dentist. Historically I’m upset the day before, freaked out the day of, then need two days to recover. Yes, four days blown! Only pre-care, appointment, and aftercare on… Read More »
Hello, reader. How are you doing? Yesterday I completed a four day ritual I want to tell you about. Performing a multi-day ritual is wild during travel because I was at a different location each time. I recommend this because the spirits of the land are different everywhere, the plants are different, the biome, the… Read More »
Hello, reader. How are you doing? I love my sacral fat pad, and no one can stop me. Why am I telling you this? I need to proclaim that I love my sacral fat pad because I tried to research this cool body part, and all I could find was plastic surgery websites and workout… Read More »
This post “worship” is a letter to a friend. Dear community, Thank you for letting me know you don’t consent to be deified. I’m sorry I deified you. That’s how I love by default: bahkti. I can love you in other ways, like you’re useful. Or I can try loving you like you’re just funny… Read More »
Hello, reader. How are you doing? My good friend Pegasus made a book: Lyra’s Homeless Daemon. It’s colorful and beautiful. It’s about a child who was born with a health issue, and it’s gorgeously illustrated fanfic. I actually think of it as a zine. But this book asks the reader to have new ideas and… Read More »
Hey, reader. How are you doing? Last post I was talking about that internal memo googledoc of what I want done with my stuff when I die. And now I want to write the statement to be released at the time of my death as a final message. Yes! But why wait? I intend to… Read More »
Hello, reader. How are you doing? My favorite song lately is Man In the Sky. I thought you should hear it, if you haven’t already. It’s by my dreamy missing / deceased pretend girlfriend Connie Converse. It’s an old-timey song from before I was born. I like it because it’s about falling in love with… Read More »
Hello, reader. How are you doing? Do you ever wonder why I cuddle Bunny? Let’s ponder that for a moment. climate change camp out conference Recently Ming and I went upstairs to Washington. Yes, that’s the state north of Oregon where we live these days. We went to a climate change camp out conference. Only… Read More »
Hello, reader. How you doing? I’ve looked for community for a long time. So many forms I’ve found. Finally I can be my whole self somewhere: queer trans witches are wanted. Disabled, crazy, and fat people are ok–almost the norm. So I keep showing up with Ming, responsible and caring about myself, other people, the… Read More »