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speaking at the Friends meeting

Hello–how are you doing?   Speaking at the Friends meeting is something I never thought I would do.  We’ve been going since November.  God gave me a message, and I didn’t feel much choice but to speak it.  The message was something like this. message You know at the doctor, there can be a pain scale. … Read More »

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witch bingo

Hello, how are you doing?  I made this witch bingo.  It’s an art, sort of a meme–just a trifle.  I thought you might find it amusing, insightful, or what have you.  It could have been a poem or taken other forms.  Bingo card suits me, lately. Spoiler alert: the witch of witch bingo is me,… Read More »

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mystical experiences

Hey, how are you doing? I was working on a post about mystical experiences here on Listening to the Noise Until It Makes Sense.  Then I decided to shunt it over to my autism blog because it turned out very pertinent to autism.  So it’s being read over there. It’s confusing to me, how to… Read More »

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chasing safety

Hello, how are you doing?  I’ve been chasing safety a lot lately.  Chasing, seeking, trying to create or kindle, calling out to, summoning, crying about, longing for safety.  Wondering what it even is. Why do I want it so bad?  Is it real?  Should I have it? Yes, there’s no real safe, but I need… Read More »

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promise

Did you ever promise something to someone, and then time passed, and the promise was gnawing at you?  Gnaw, gnaw like a little mouse gnawing on a hunk of wood.  My promise meant something to me, even if the other person never cared, or if they long forgot it. So the promise.  I said I… Read More »

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incantation for welcoming

Hello, how are you doing?  At the Friends meeting yesterday, I had quite an hour of silence.  It’s like meditation, but I feel more free.  I sat down, settled in physically, and began to welcome myself–it was more elaborate than usual.  It turned into an incantation for welcoming myself. Like a poem and prayer.  You… Read More »

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mother of all

Hello, I made this necklace.  I’d had this Virgin of Guadalupe on a purple cord by itself for years.  She is mother of all and a powerful goddess.  Maybe you don’t need a mother, but I sure do. lost and found The funny thing is that I lost it at a friend’s place in Sacramento… Read More »

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guardian angel

“Our guardian angel deserves a raise!” I told Ming the other day.  “They have been working so hard to keep us safe!” Ming liked my idea.  We are so fortunate.  But how do you give your guardian angel a raise? We mentioned this idea to our friend, and our friend said to be thankful.  Yes,… Read More »

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loyal

“I like to be loyal, responsible, and steady,” I told Ming.  “This housing insecurity is uncomfortable.  I’m like–what about this place?  What about this place?  I feel…like a social butterfly, but for housing.” Ming was driving as we ran errands.  This was a couple weeks ago in Oregon.  He seemed to understand my meaning. “I… Read More »

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vows

Oh hey, how are you doing?  Did you take any good vows lately? When I got married to Ming, we spoke some nice ones. I’ll always be your friend. I’ll always love you. I’ll stay with you through hard times. I’ll hold you as my dearest incarnation of God. We’re doing a good job with… Read More »