Hello, how are you doing? I asked my housemate friend to show me linux on the house computer. He had just installed a new version. I really need some audacity for the radio show I’m working on. Long ago I wanted audacity, when I was rapping and needed to edit sound files. But audacity won’t… Read More »
“When you realize you’re going to live, it’s time to brush your teeth,” I told Ming. We were talking about survival, reminiscing about when I was in the hospital. “Hmm, it’s been a few days. I might need these later.” The nurse brings you a toothbrush and toothpaste, and a little basin. Then someone helps… Read More »
Hello, do you know about Rev Billy and the Stop Shopping Choir? I have two good friends in that choir. I’ve been arrested in civil disobedience with both of them, doing peace work. I love the ideas of the Earth Church. Rev Billy preaches anti-capitalism and love of Earth through Stop Shopping. He and the… Read More »
There’s a new song by Kimmortal–I love it. It’s a sexy song called This Dyke. Wow! I like the video. But I adore the song by itself. The mood is so erotic and nice. And I like the holy water. Yes, sacred pleasure and connection with queer energy. It’s healing. my femme Ming looks like… Read More »
Hello, how have you been? Lately Ming and I are getting used to our new home here in community in Oregon. Wow, it’s a lot of work! Trust is exhausting. weather Ming and I were taking a walk. There were wet leaves on the ground. I enjoyed moving through space in the cold. I asked… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? Life’s good in Oregon. Been thinking about how balance in relationships is justice. So many people do work to change culture at large scale. Then they neglect the interpersonal ways that we need to do justice at home too. Please love me right. Please do justice in love. airtime One… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? I was having conflict with a new friend. Writing about the situation in my Secret Googledocs of Navel Gazing, I wrote myself into a realization about four pages in: My friend is hurting me about things that he actually has no idea about me yet. So I decided to list… Read More »
“We’re all out of gender. So I’ll go to the store,” Ming said. “What?” I asked. “I’ll go to the store for gender. And lettuce for the salad,” he said. “Why would you buy gender?” I asked. “We have way too much gender around! Let us run out!” “Ginger. We’re out of ginger,” he said.… Read More »
Gmorning–how are you doing? A beloved housemate asked me over dinner the other night: What is trikeslutting? I awkwardly explained to her: I live at the intersection of disability and sexuality. Culture says disabled people and fat people aren’t supposed to be sexy or really even have a sexuality. That’s about power and fear. I… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? I was having some trouble with my throat chakra. It can feel stuffed up. What words did I need to say, that I swallowed to keep fake peace for my survival? When did I clam up, to protect myself or someone else? What truths did I pretend did not exist,… Read More »