I have a message from the land of pain. I night-traveled there. My back has been hurting, on the right side, parallel to my spine. Then sometimes a lot more hurts than that. I mean more parts of my back, and other parts of my body. My muscles get so ouched, I don’t know what… Read More »
A new friend asked how I handle big feelings. Great question. I will answer as honestly as I can. how I handle big feelings I talk to Ming about how I feel, emote to him, ask for feedback, explain intense situations related to the feelings. Sometimes I ask him if he sees something I don’t… Read More »
Hey, guess what. I was hanging out over zoom with some fantastic anarchists elsewhere. And we were thinking what to read next. So I made a list of my favorite things to learn and think about, in an anarchist study group kinda mode. I decided to share the list with you, reader, in case you… Read More »
Hey, I have been making more poetry memes. This new one “addict’s prayer” is a favorite. Mother God, please heal my fucked reward pathway. They’re very meaningful to me, but I get the feeling nobody cares. Well, probably like four people care. That’s cool. I wrote a full on addict‘s prayer poem last night, crying… Read More »
Sunday I danced more ecstatic dance. I went the whole hour this time, and I felt I could go for another couple hours. A little foot pain, but my knees are great! I dance on a mat, a squishy mat. Smart, eh. Then I played my favorite song to dance to, on my own. It… Read More »
I found this guy on youtube who is a Buddhist monk who does covers. I heard “Thuderstruck” first, and I love what he’s doing. https://youtu.be/MNgIHT65hC4 My first listen, I didn’t even understand he was saying Thunderstruck. It was fun, the second hearing, to realize his Sunderstruck was Thunderstruck. I didn’t know the ACDC song. Then… Read More »
“Hey, honey. I think we should get the vaccine,” I said, since being healthy will allow us to do more love. “What if it gets complicated?” Ming asked. “What do you mean?” “If it gets…complicated!” “You mean like…if you turn into a superhero?” I was thinking about Spiderman. Some intense transformation. “Yeah!” “But you’re a… Read More »
I made some more Nevada postcards. embroidery I’m working on embroidering this patch too. Embroidering, I think of the kid I was who embroidered. I was telling Ming how I made this embroidery thing for my best friend, when I was in jr high. I learned then how making a project for someone I love… Read More »
Hey, I’ve been working on my resting bitch face. That means actually I’m working on the idea that I’m allowed to walk into the world for a purpose other than taking care of everyone else’s whims. I can walk into the world to see trees, get sunshine, run an errand, and the responsibility of the… Read More »
“I dropped my computer on my chin,” I told Ming. “Aw!” he said. “Will you feel sorry for me?” “I feel sorry for you,” he said. “Writing injury!” I said, touching my chin. “I think I’m ok. What’s a chin for, anyway? To look cute? To hold my jaw on?” Ming mumbled something in the… Read More »