We’re at my favy cafe and Halloween music is playing. We went to the pier and took pictures of each other. Then we went apple tasting and took pictures of one another. I’ll post some. I want to write letters. I want to go to the bead store. It feels good to want things. I’m […]
I feel uncomfortable and kind of restless. Don’t know what to do with myself. The service is today, starts at 3, my worst time. Seems wrong to go apple tasting this morning. I know I need a walk. The sun’s finally coming up.
Tomorrow is the day for the cry party for blogger’s dad. There is sadness around here. Primary blogger is sitting with her mom while I, guest blogger, fill you in on our day. Primary blogger is feeling that her dad is still present, just in the other room, like a Ramakrishna story “I have not […]
I do this thing–I take a photo on my phone and email it to myself to post on my blog. Only problem is THE FUCKING PHOTO DOESN’T COME THRU!!!!! They used to come thru. I don’t know why sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t. I got my dad’s old phone and it does the […]
Primary blogger is sitting with her mother, so can’t blog at this time. Grieving and the grieving process takes on many forms and strange appearances. We are taking scheduled breaks so as to not get overwhelmed. Today we went to Montecito and visited Lotusland, a botanical garden. During the course of our two plus mile […]
Guest Blogger here again. Today was a more relaxed day here at the undisclosed location that we are at. This morning we did some shopping then visited a farmers’ market then I went to help the Guadalupe Catholic Worker with their food distribution service. When I got to the Beatitude Catholic Worker House, in Guadalupe, […]
We are “having fun.” This morning I grieved hard for a while and lay in bed while Ming touched my back. I didn’t want to take a shower, and then when I was in the shower, I didn’t want to leave the shower. But then we went to Morro Bay. I wanted to go to […]