There’s a new song by Kimmortal–I love it. It’s a sexy song called This Dyke.
Wow! I like the video. But I adore the song by itself.
The mood is so erotic and nice. And I like the holy water. Yes, sacred pleasure and connection with queer energy. It’s healing.
my femme
Ming looks like a dude much of the time, to much of the people. So then if I look like a lady, I miss out on being seen as a dyke.
But what am I, inside? Maybe a fat dyke, or a pagan dyke. How about a poet dyke? My femme is pretty middle.
How about an activist dyke. How about trike dyke.
Is it about costuming or something deeper? I know costuming can become important. For many people, the medium is the message.
questions
“Do you think I’m dykey?” I asked Ming.
“Mmmm, no, I don’t think so,” Ming said.
“Why not?” I asked.
“What’s a dyke? Do you wear black lipstick?” he asked.
“No! That’s not dykey! It’s just weird,” I said.
“That’s claymation,” he said.
gender
I think a dyke is a femme gender expectation subverter. But then you don’t go all the way to non-binary town or dude town. You stay a lady somehow, while subverting lady-ness.
Yes, it’s magic. I don’t know how it works. I think of dykes as more old school, for people like me. These days maybe a dyke would cross more lines and be more trans instead.
As for lesbians, I never was a lesbian. I’m 100% queer. But I probably appeared to be a lesbian to outside observers, while I was holding hands with a girlfriend.
Kimmortal
Kimmortal is my favorite rapper these days. Used to be Awquafina, but I changed. Kimmortal has justice on the mind. And I like that lively spirit.
What do you think of the tone of the song? Does sex feel like that to you? I’ve never been to a club. I’m wholesome–sex has never felt desirably sinister to me. But I’m curious to try it out.