“I saw a gecko in the bathroom two nights ago,” I told Ming. “Was it reading?” he asked. “No! It was scurrying, away from me.” “With a crystal ball?” Ming asked. Hmm, tricky tricky! “No! That’s not scurrying! That’re scrying.” “Those are different words?” Ming asked. “Yes!” I said. I think he was kidding. insects… Read More »
I had an experience where I went into a mentality different from my usual and got a message from my mom. It was an altered state, like when people use mushrooms, LSD, peyote, fasting, or holotropic breathing to enter an altered state. Or psychosis, delusions, visions, or other mental health experiences that are common for… Read More »
There are night desires–they make night sense. Then day desires often win. Day is bright, more rational, and gets stuff done. Flooded with light. But night desires are where I live. I worshiped the moon for a long time. I feel like my real myself in fall and winter. Truly, I feel like a different… Read More »
My curious friend asked about my voices. He wants to know what they sound like, are they nice or mean, genders, languages. I searched my own blog for hearing voices and came up with some cool posts, but nothing giving a real overview. I’m crazy and disabled, love and accept myself unconditionally, and have a… Read More »
Oh hey. It’s a wind-whistling night, here in Beatty. I can’t believe we’re leaving here to return home, in the morning. I feel like we just got here. We’ve eaten some good food made by me and Ming. Took that walk yesterday toward the B of Beatty, and I danced in the sun the day… Read More »
I made a new poetry meme, psychonaut’s prayer. I think this is a prayer series now, since I had the addict’s prayer too. What do you think? I used a public domain psychedelic art from wiki commons. lent I was meditating Wednesday, at the Worker–it’s Lent, so we have different prayers. During the meditation, yeah,… Read More »