Hello, reader. How are you doing? I’m good, but I need more pleasure in my life. Spirit told me 9 of cups. I better hop to it. Do you need more pleasure in your life? There are so many kinds. I like sensory. touch delicious foods tasty drinks beautiful smells like flowers, oranges, earth good… Read More »
Gmorning–how are you doing? A beloved housemate asked me over dinner the other night: What is trikeslutting? I awkwardly explained to her: I live at the intersection of disability and sexuality. Culture says disabled people and fat people aren’t supposed to be sexy or really even have a sexuality. That’s about power and fear. I… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? I’ve been thinking about what to mourn. Here’s a list of ideas if you need some alternatives to mourning what others are mourning. I imagine a flower falling into a hole in the ground for each of these items listed. what to mourn Mourn your own childhood. The good parts,… Read More »
I think my swami told this strawberries story. Someone is on a cliffside, and they have slipped. They have no way to climb up, and slipping down is too far and means certain death. So they’re holding on to a branch, and their arms can only hold on a few more seconds. As they realize… Read More »
Been thinking how to have a happy family. Ming and I are good at it. Spring will be our ten year anniversary of being together. I’d say that’s a win. shared values We met at a mutual friend’s birthday party in Sacramento. Our first friend date, Ming invited me and my ex-husband to pick satsumas… Read More »
grateful to be well I’m grateful we’re well. The houseguest coming here on a plane, we tried to be smart about germs, but that was hard to do, traveling in a car together and eating together day after day. Visiting the Shut Down Creech protest last week, we hugged a few people, and sharing close… Read More »
I need more pleasure and rest. Felt good to identify that, txting with a friend the other day. When he asked “how are you doing?” I gave a thorough answer. Moody, emotional, curious, happy, confused. My pain level is going down, so I’m sleeping better–thank God. But pleasure and rest are two nourishments I really… Read More »
Hey, I was ecstatic dancing outside to my youtube dance playlist. I was wearing no shirt–I wore a sports bra. It’s ok to exercise, wearing a sports bra, so I hear. But I never did it before. I walked outside in a skirt and bra, which I had never done before. Felt vulnerable and slightly… Read More »
I was telling Ming how I had two thank you notes I was supposed to write, my only two things for the day, and didn’t get to them. Wtf! Why is it so hard to do the things I need to do? I do lots of other things. I don’t want to be a jerk… Read More »