Being real and realistic about who I am and what I want is some of the hardest work I do every day. I like to take it another layer. It’s fun to think I found the real truth, then find a deeper truth. how I get more realistic It’s mostly about getting more and more… Read More »
Hello, how are you doing? I’ve been chasing safety a lot lately. Chasing, seeking, trying to create or kindle, calling out to, summoning, crying about, longing for safety. Wondering what it even is. Why do I want it so bad? Is it real? Should I have it? Yes, there’s no real safe, but I need… Read More »
mama Fall without my mom is pretty ridiculous. Today feels like the first real fall day, and I’m crying, that she is not on earth with me. It feels really stupid, like too much to ask. How could I have fall without her? The coolness, sweaters. The smell of pencils being sharpened. Trees losing their… Read More »