Hello, reader. How’ve you been? I am in another part of Oregon than usual. My heart is so broken. My heart is in pieces, and I start crying again and again. I hold Bunny, talk to Ming, and cry again. Yet I need to write, so I want to share some media lately.
This song is perfect for my heartbreak. My dear chosen family member played it for me on a trip–I cried in the car, and I cry now. It’s Randy Wood, Look How the Stars Shine for You.
Yes, this is the entire problem–we love people, and we lose them. My heart is too open, trying to give the sky to people. We are ridiculous af.
This song is perfect to cry to as well. I advise it– Connie Converse, There Is a Vine.
Who is your gate open to, day or night? I listened to it over and over again and wrote a poem.
If you would like to learn about brown recluse spiders, this song could help.
But you will probably listen to it about eight times in a row–yes, once for each leg.
Ok, cry time again! I have been a fan of Innocence Mission for more than 20 years. Yes, I guess since college. Thank you to the one who gave Innocence Mission to me. Yes, I’m a freak for Christian music, despite it all. This song, video, and band are proof that I can still love cis-het white people, in case you were wondering if I’m all trans autistic radical faeries at this point.
Yes, Karen Peris is a saint, and I don’t mind praying to her.
You know how you’re in love with someone and spend significant time in their kitchen? They have a housemate, and the housemate has a girlfriend who you meet twice before they break up. And that girlfriend turns out to be an amazing musician, and you find her music on youtube, and you’re like–damn, I had no idea this person was an amazing musician. Well, this is another song you can cry to, if you want.
You can cry about loss, grief, and transness also if you want. Childhood, family, balloons flying away. Take your pick, reader.
Finally as dessert I give you a Halluci Nation collaboration song. It sounds a bit trip hoppy–makes me dance. You’re welcome for the media. I love you.
