My friend gave me this shirt for my birthday. It’s not my usual size but fits anyway. I feel loved.
Being social in person exhausts me. It’s hard for me to concentrate and respond appropriately. I want to drift off–I have to keep reeling myself back to shared reality. Trouble staying on the same wavelength, trying not to flicker into another dimension.
It took all my energy, to spend almost two hours with my community. Scared me, that it’s getting harder to be social. It was already hard before.
Like conversation wasn’t working as a medium anymore. I’d rather pray or sing, or do some other word thing than conversation. I wanted to gratitude journal together–thought I’d ask, but chickened out.