Hey, lately I like spiders. Real spiders kind of, but more representations of spiders. Spider art. Not cute cartoon spiders. More like angular weird spiders. Magical spiders.
I thought I was going to make a bunch of spider art, but I never did. That one blue on blue atc. I still could, definitely!
I want to look at spider pics on google images and draw a hundred spiders. I got a postcard in the mail today that’s of a spider. Yellow postcard of white spider with black eyes.
They kind of freak me out, but in a way that’s not entirely unpleasant. The discomfort is ok.
I’ve killed them, for Ming, and others also. “I killed God’s creature for you,” is a sentence I’ve uttered before, reporting that I’d done the deed.
The little ones I don’t mind at all. I find them too small to be afraid of, though many hatched in my kitchen once was pretty alarming.
I have this idea they’re goddess energy, spiders. Storytelling wisdom stuff. I don’t want to buy the hype–trying to feel out how I really feel about them. Not sure, but it’s definitely good.
I added some ceiling creatures to this bike / trike art, speaking of art. I think it’s improved!
Kinda crazy, huh? I felt overly crazy this morning–better now. It’s ok to be extra crazy sometimes. I invite it in.
