Last night there was a party–I liked talking to my friend, seeing kids, being supported by Ming. He was my party-buddy. He brought me snacks but mostly stayed with me. What a nice spouse.
I got to see the kid who I’m godmother to and the two siblings of that kid. I got to feel some family love. It was really tiring–I was already tired before we went there. But Ming helped us leave at a good time.
I’m trying to reach out, diversify, ask for help, make plans with people, be as honest as I can. It takes a lot of energy. I’m trying to care for me and be here for me. Some things I need help with, though.