Spring makes me crazy. All the extra light. Warmth making my body feel different. Plantlife going wild.
Spring is too much. Too many changes. So fluxy. I asked Ming, are things going to change back? He said he didn’t know.
Long time ago I had really bad anxiety. I was having multiple panic attacks per day. I felt I wasn’t going to last too long. Then a rural health nurse put me on Paxil. Suddenly I could live. It was dramatic and strange.
Monday I had a panic attack. Then yesterday I was panicking for hours. Today I’m feeling better. Taking it minute by minute. Say a prayer for me.