I’m flashing a lot of unexpecting visitors. My right breast is getting a lot of exposure. I asked Ming am I bad at gowns, is everyone bad at gowns, did they give me too big a gown, too small a gown.
I was in the jungle with the jaguar. I forgot to tell people the jaguar was god. It was hard work, getting out of that jungle. Why people like drugs I have no idea. Realizing the operating room doctors were talking about me. A little blood on the ceiling.
Remind me to tell you about the place they left me for an hour and I said I was dying of boredom and did they have a bible. The lady gave me a wedding dress magazine and Oprah magazine. I read some recipes.
Well, Mama will be here soon. We tried not to laugh when my roommate was being moved out and said about her cough that Ming and I were used to it. It’s true. In the morning I cried and cried and imagined holding her as she couldn’t stop coughing and I couldn’t stop crying.