Today I was in a board meeting for seven hours. We had a lunch break, but we kept talking like a meeting sort of at lunch time. So I’m counting it as seven hours. SCREW THAT! That is too much meeting for me. I am losing my mind. Also, my body is behaving strangely. I can’t sleep and my muscles feel all wrong. They ache and are stiff and restless. I think too many stress chemicals built up.
After the meeting, we had a dinner, so that was more social time, and I’m afraid I needed to excuse myself, to take care of myself by excusing myself. I made a mistake.
Tomorrow is more board meeting, supposedly only two hours of it, but I’m afraid I can’t do it but don’t know how to go about getting out of it. I’ll talk to Ming.